Well, I am joining the United States Air Force.
I feel like this is the part where I am supposed to die. This is the part where I leave and everything gets better for everyone else. This is the part where I let the hopelessness finally win. This is the part where I stop holding on and just fade away. This is the part where I stop the feeling that haunts me. This is the part where I just let everything finally be at peace. This is the part where I go.
My sister told me a soul mate is not the person who makes you the happiest but the one who makes you feel the most, who conducts your heart to bang the loudest, who can drag you giggling with forgiveness from the cellar they locked you in. It has always been you.
Sierra Demulder, Love, Forgive Me (via lambchops)